The Yesterday's of Tomorrow

tomorrow has yet to come
but
today 
you find yourself reminising on all the 'yesterdays' you once had 
those 'yesterdays' that brought you happiness and joy

only...
don't over-look the happiness and joy that 


today will bring 
they will be there 
and then...
then these become the memories
the happiness and joy
that will make 
the 'yesterdays' of tomorrow 

Made a Home

We didn't the plot 
find
foundations dig
concrete pour
we didn't
the mortar mix
the bricks to bind
a wall to make
the wood that 
on its back
carried the tiles
stayed strong 
us 
dry inside
we didn't
the glass 
place
in a frame
a window makes
the cold and the wind stay away
us 
kept warm and dry

We grew
flowers
planted - grass
lawn mown 
plot - our plot
tended
security made - safe
we loved
we grew love - warmth of heart
foundations 
emotional - foundations 
grow - a nest built
a place
to return
to
call home
where our flock 
grew
here 
then fledged
to the world - discovered
we 
made a home 




A Plaque Of Our Very Own

Hiding behind walls and locked gates
the expensive headland houses
cling to the very view that adds to their price
clad in Cornish slate 
keeping the consequences of that view safely at bay
so that those who are able to afford 
can stay warm and snug inside -
should they ever chose visit.

Walk down past a pole groaning with signs
"Private road!  No cars, no parking, no cycling!
past the many benches 
smothered with plaques
reminding us all of our own fragility 
the path taking us to the very cliff edge 
towering over a beach 
made from layers of ancient folded volcanic rock
waiting to take us if we fell!

The shiny new lifeboat station looks on knowingly from across the bay
looking for all the world 
like it's face is in shock
waiting to disgorge its lifeboat 
a crew ready when called if we do fall!

Amidst the rugged beauty - there is danger!
In the distant
the tide turns 
readying itself to charge in once more
like bull to do battle 
with the structures we build
walls and houses  - the very beach isn't safe
these places we love 
these places are vulnerable 
like we are

...maybe we could have a plaque on a bench of our own



War Is Never

I am a pacifist 
I believe war is never the answer 
I believe one life lost in a war 
is one too many.
I was never a soldier
I never fought in a war 
I was never pushed out of the back of an aeroplane
to dangle by a thread
dropping to a probable death
high over enemy held territory - and neither was my father.

He and his father - my Grandad
lived in a pit village
my Grandad worked in a coal mine
coal mining was a reserved occupation 
and as such
miners were not called-up to fight for their country in conventional ways
he worked to dig out coal 
the coal the country needed to fight a war
for its power stations
power for its factories 
factories to make munitions 
munitions to fight a war
coal to power the trains to get it to where it was needed
so my Grandad was never a soldier either- unless you count being in the 'Home Guard' as being a soldier
ready in the evenings and weekends when he wasn't working at the pit
he never belonged to a regiment 
he never fought and died in a famous battle
he never lost endless comrades.
he never got any medals
and is not buried in a far off land

Now don't think I don't care
don't believe I can't see what those who fought and died - gave
for I know so many gave everything.
My relatives gave
but they gave in a different way.

My thinking is shaped by my history 
as much as yours is too
I don't sit and muse over my Grandparents medals - as perhaps you might
I don't have their uniforms in my loft
nor have I copies of their war records.

If you think harshly of what you've just read - read my words again.

...I believe war is never the answer.



Funerals

Funerals - great aren't they!
They are a good time for extended families to get together
for some families 
a funeral is the only time they get together 
It's always good to meet up 
it's a great opportunity to renew old grudges 
with relatives you never got on with
to sit around and try to work out what people are really thinking
and to smile at people you don't know ...but should
and try to work out if you're related to them or not
and if so - how
...and why!
there's often food 
you get a free lunch or afternoon tea laid on 
full of things you can't eat 
or simply don't like
it usually rains
you're in a cold church you're not familiar with 
you get to sit on hard pews 
and sing songs you don't believe in
from a religion you don't subscribe to
all in a somber mood
then spend an afternoon in a village hall
making small talk with strangers...
"Yes I know, they were big weren't they!"

but you do get to pay your respects for the passing of someone close - well an extended family member anyway!
 
Funerals - great aren't they!




Scary Thoughts

It's the 'bogeyman' that haunts our sleep
forces us into counting sheep
fills our mind with scary thoughts
the chance of recooperation thwarts

he slips out quietly from where he hides
behind us - laying on our sides
and fills our minds with scary thoughts  our total logical cognition distorts

uncertain darkness makes perception flee
our brains fill gaps our eyes can't see
which fills our minds with scary thoughts 
a monster howls; a demon snorts

"go to sleep there's nothing there!"
too late our mind is now aware
and fills our head with scary thoughts
of beasts of every size and sorts 
as we lay safe in our warm beds

...you know the bogeyman 
is just In our heads!