I want to actually do some of those things we always say we must do but never get round to doing...
I wanna find time to look for my watch.
I wanna have a house to live in so I can say I'm alive...
If I died then I'd know I'd been living.
I wanna drop a hammer on my toe to show myself I was feeling no pain...
What do pain-killers with a headache take?
I wanna have artex on every ceiling in the house to see if I like it or not...
Then; if I don't I 'll just leave it there.
I don't care that you don't care that I don't much care about it...
'tho it really does upset me.
If I was able to open myself up I'd see if I had a soul or not but I'd be dead so it would have gone...
I wanna be alive to experience heaven.