if-I-could-only
well,
would I?
If I could - would I?
Would it be wise to?
I mean,
It would be nice to be able to but
...well I'm not really sure!
It would be wonderful!
Imagine!
If I could only...
I don't even know if I can still do it
have I got it in me?
Sometimes
when - when I think I'd like to
when I get all excited about it
I have to I rein myself in
give myself a good talking to - "no!"
don't be silly
it's only a fantasy
I'd certainly be in a better place
if I could
if I could that is
if I could do it
if I did it
but...
No!
I mustn't
