Drugs

​The user.
It's all about the next fix
getting the money - by any means
locating a dealer 
maybe on a street corner 
down a dark alleyway 
and getting the deal done.
​The users future is just a map with all roads leading back to this same street corner
this dark alleyway,
with everything else erased - pointless
like a heart that forgets how to care,
a body with no soul,
this everyday ritual
is a ritual every day,
these small bags of powder exchanged for a crumpled note, 
a coin of the realm.

The dealer.
Just a middleman 
the rarely seen ghosts,
passing on the misery
often users themselves
supply to survive
selling a brief exit 
from a world that feels too heavy to bare
in a gloomy world
dealers pass on a moment of light
that eventually dims into the inevitable ending.
​These consequences don't arrive in a flash of light
more,
like a cancer
imperceptible at first
unnoticed
unfelt
in which ​the 'wallet' feels it first - emptied out until it has no reason to exist 
​like a house with no roof,
no windows
just a cold; wet pile of bricks
nothing more,
pointless
on just another pointless day 
on another pointless afternoon like any other.

The Drug Lords.
The 'number one'.
'The boss'
​just follow the money
up the chain, 
up past the dealer on the street corner 
up past the dark alleyway,
up to where the air smells of cologne and expensive cars.
At the top of the chain
the 'drugs lords' sit in their ivory towers
looking down at a city,
a city they’ve turned into a chessboard - one where it's always their next move.
​They're not affected by what they trade in
they don’t even walk the streets on which it's sold - they hover over their destruction in helicopters!
Their garages house cars that cost a lifetime of 'deals',
deals that cost lives.
Huge houses full with the 'hangers-on'
the 'hired hands'
people who look like magazine covers,
beautiful
yet false - and temporary!
​And sat beneath a chandelier made from tear shaped crystals - the 'top man'
he; never content with his vast wealth
totally uncaring,
callous
oblivious to the fact that the silk sheets on which he sleeps
were woven by the short miserable lives of the users,
who wait,
with the crumpled notes,
on the street corners,
down the dark alleyways, 
the seedy places where his deals are done.

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