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You are weak and easily tempted
I, blatantly there throughout your day
call to you to have just one more fix 
I laugh at the tax you put on me
you just pay the little extra
you've got to have me 
you don't care!

I'm sometimes subtle - often hidden 
there in the shadows 
you take me in without knowing - you should read the labels more often
sometimes the thought of living life without me seems impossible - despite the harm I do to you
you can't live without me 
anyway - I'm everywhere!

You've tried to create a substitute for me
but it's just not the same
you don't get that hit
that reward
really I'm good for nothing
that short high is all you get
but it doesn't last
you simply crash - then come back to me
for more!

I am like your local drug dealer
selling you a ten quid wrap
knowing you'll be back for more
despite the harm I cause you
you simply can't do without me
can you!
Who am I?

Sugar!


Gales

Gales wake demons - those the darkness bring
those that under beds; hide
horrors which in shadowy corners; lurk 
all are woken 
the gales unsettle
beasts of distorted imaginations
gales howl through telegraph wires
fight with trees - their branches stripped
garden fences tossed aside
bang side-gates and doors of sheds
swing the signs of public houses
windows under total attack
will the latch hold tight?
will the panes of glass survive?
there 
lying - rigid
cold
amidst an emotional overload  
amongst the troubled thoughts that those 'wee small hours' bring
as the clocks hands slow to a stop
feeding time to anxious minds
thoughts dragged away to corners dark
blankets which as children protected
now fail to settle a troubled 
adult 
mind - which now
no-longer able to comfort
to reassure 
just drifts away
drifting
drifting 
in 
and out 
of sleep
drifting
drifting...

...until sleepy eyes open 
and the curtains flung wide
to the calm of another day
to see a world still there - and see that now
all is well

(Haiku)

Snappy 'one-liners';
I have heard, are wasted on 
the hard of hearing

I Don't I Never I Haven't

I haven't the balls to juggle
nor to hang-glide 
or to bowl for England
I'll never need a personal assistant 
or a prosthetic leg
I've got plenty - and I don't want a cup of tea thank you!

I'll never be found rifling through someone else's draws
the family won't ever think that I did it
nor catch me standing on the corner of a street in L.A.
rolling a cigarette 
and I'll never have to sleep on the floor of my own office - I haven't got one!

I never fancied the thought of thinking again
I'm never likely get some free tickets to a gig in London
I can't remember when I last went up in the world
I have no knead to make bread
and I'll never bomb out of a forensics degree - but I do have children.

I'll never crave the latest fashion - I don't fancy a kebab
I think they're ruining pubs
and I haven't got the standing to sit down
I haven't prepared a menu for the week - I'm not a discerning food critic
I never wanted to be an astronaut - but I did once turn down a job offer!

Silence

Shears cut hedges
bristles sweep tarmac 
cuttings comply
empty dust bins returned to driveways
wind rustling through autumn trees
a helicopter 
dogs
crows
seagulls 
an old grumbly diesel engine
horses in paddocks
the slap of trainers on concrete
the sound of effort
the drip of sweat from a head-band
the stretch of lycra - relenting 
the chime of an ice-cream van
its engine left running 
children with money burning holes
the silence of a carpark 
a train pulling into the station
voices
doors
whistle 

a train
the barriers 
the cars

...left with the sound of silence 




What a race

Looking out to the garden
two raindrops
race each other
down the glass of the patio doors
on this 
very wet Saturday afternoon 
egged on by the ever strengthening wind
roared on by a crowd
of other raindrops
sat
motionless
transfixed 
watching today's spectacle
the crowd cheer - a photo finish!
I think the one on the right
might have just pipped it - but I'm
not quite sure.
What a race!