Am I Write

I don't read, much - but I write

I can read - but am I right not to 

not to read?

It is my right - not to read 

I just can't string words together 

build a story in my head

words others have written 

words in their books

books full of words - are words that in my head head won't link

together 

yet my head writes lines that won't coalesce

into a novel that will never be

that no-one else will read

because it won't get written 

because it won't make sense 

and it won't have structure 

because I don't read what others have written 

so I don't know what is wanted

and it wouldn't be written to the standard that those

those who do read and write - require

and that all those agencies 

that would-be writers

write to

sending the words that they have written

correctly written 

cleverly written

entertainingly written 

grippingly written 

their story - wrote

grammatically - proper 

Intellectually - OK

and even if

if I could get it out

and I could write it down - properly

it still wouldn't get read - right?