Now My Summers Gone

It is the autumn of my life - my finale.
From skudding clouds the raindrops fall
grey, so grey no clouds at all, - nor sky,
just clouds of leaves, summers thieves -
fly by.
The call of winter's strong,
my summer's now long gone.

Days weeks and months drift by - unnoticed.
The hands of time spin so fast,
time once mine no more will last - akin to,
grains of sand through fingers; land - I knew.
The memories of my spring,
still make my heart sing!

People places times now gone - fading.
Remember the warmth that touched my face
my world ran at a different pace - with choices,
a purposeful stride, troubles pushed aside - those voices.
Say go and find out more
there's a whole world out there to explore!

I grew in mind body and soul - empowered.
Discovering the world; and there did meet
a soul to make my life complete - the one,
that someone who, would help me through - I won.
A life together spent
a soul that heaven sent.

It is time to look back - reflect.
I sit with autumn scattered 'round
its golden cloak covers the ground - now sleep.
I have achieved, all that I believed - I'd reap.
My soul can move on
now my summers gone.




Now A Memory

The 'gin clear' skies that brought the early morning moon 
brought the first frost of autumn.
A mist in the valley hung over the sparkling grass under the tread of the sheep there grazing.
The sun shone brightly but didn't warm
glinting through the cold drops of dew 
suspended from the farmers gate.
My cold nose ran,
my breath condensed in front of me
and the nip at the tips my fingers
told me that summer was now a memory 

The Creswell I Remember

Creswell was the pit.
The pit was Creswell.
I thought everything was covered in coal dust.
In fact 
the pit put food on the tables of my relatives.
Its winding wheels,
the large wheels which pulled the cables
lifting men from the centre of the earth - or so I thought,
now adorn the entrance to the village,
unceremoniously cut to make a display.
...I once saw them spin.
A small piece of me is forever Creswell.
'Pit Bridge' up the lane at the top of Morven Street 
spanned the railway which sent the 'black gold' out to the world,
crossing the line,
the metal structure echoing under the stomp of our Clark's shoes as we crossed.
If we were lucky
a train would pass underneath us!
...I can hear it all now.
Morven Street, Skinner Street, Duke Street, Welbeck Street,
names I remember.
Family members lived and worked in the village,
relatives,
my relatives,
people we came up from Devon over-night to see.
This was the place of my parents upbringing.
My parents lived here,
but I have memories too.
In my mind I can see small industrial steam locos 
shunting coal wagons at the bottom of Grandad Cockings garden in Skinner Street,
on lines long since closed.
Crossing gates closed on Elmton Road.
There was 'Hallams' the butchers on the corner of Duke Street and Morven Street 
the ones who made the 'Tomato Sausages' which I didn't like,
and Jones'es 'Beer Off' in Movern Street which would serve bottled beers to us children when we were sent to fetch them.
There was a corner shop that we walked to from Granny and Grandad Cockings house at the top of Skinner Street.
We'd buy bottles of 'Dandilion and Burdock'
which seemed very exotic at the time!
The shop's now just houses I think.
Grandad Cockings duck-egg blue 
Ford Escort Mk 1 was in his garage.
The Grandfather clock which sat on the half landing at 70 Skinner Street,
chiming all night long 
...but nobody seemed to care,
the one that now sits silently in my lounge.
High teas with maiden aunts at number 35 Skinner Street,
best silver and lace doilies no less!
The smell of bacon cooking,
wafting down Morven Street out of Granny Thompsons 'Vent Axia' from her kitchen,
the one with the 'Rayburn' and the 'Bush' radio.
Grandad Thompson's shed at the end of the garden at Morven St,
filled the nostrils with smells of coal,
paraffin and oil,
when I breath in now,
I can can still smell it!
Jam jars fixed to the under side of shelves,
full of screws and fixings of every kind,
labelled of course!
...Grandad labelled everything!
The garage on his allotment behind Morven Street which housed his 'J' reg
turquoise coloured Mini,
'Mr A',
and before that,
his dark green Austin 1100 which he called 'Sal' because of its registration plate.
S.A.L.
The marks Grandad Thompson made on the outside of the shed which showed how tall we'd grown since our last visit. 
The beautiful tone of Grandad Thompson's 'wireless' which sat under the table in the window of the lounge 
and which also sits silently in my lounge!
'Pot Black' on their colour telly.
'Pears Soap' and the pink bathroom suite with the huge mirror next to the bath
and the comforting feel of smooth cotton sheets on their huge double bed.
Warm and safe.
This was my family 
and this is the Creswell I remember. 

Headlines

Long queues on the M4 due to mental breakdown.
Pensioner from Gateshead can't afford to die.
Male teenager didn't stab someone. 
Loose slabs of grass involved in turf wars.
Small brown bird with red breast accused of Robin.
Prime Minister to ban older women looking after your children for money saying, this is not a nanny state.
Electric vehicle charged.

The Door Into A Dream

See two empty hearts entwine
drinking in the weak sunshine
hunting natures true devine
but shy of its extreme.

Chase the autumn winds do blow
here the ancient trees do grow
tell me what I've yet to know
things aren't what they seem.

Competing with the soft bird song
forget the silence of a throng
invite the lonely moon along
to skip across the stream.

To disturb the endless ticking clock
making you a laughingstock
have you found the key to unlock,
the door into a dream?









Autumn Leaves

The winds of autumn blow the golden leaves around, 
it really is a chore!
'though this years leaves have been kind to me,
as my leaves have blown into next door!
Ha ha!

(Of course I'm worried about the other neighbours tree,
I fear its leaves will be 'given' to me!)

Mmmm?