A Nonsense Poem Memories of You


I had a thought - I thought that I knew nothing
this thought I think was all I thought I knew
I think I had this thought but now I'm not so sure
so I sat and I sat and I sort of thought it through 

I think that I have nothing in my head
nothing in my head I think you'll find
there is a lot of nothing but I think that doesn't count 
as nothing can't be something bare in mind!

So I've got a lot of nothing and I've  nowhere I can take it
nowhere and I've been there twice today!
but nowhere can't be somewhere unless you use a map
and I think that might be tough I'd have to say!

Once I got to nowhere I had something on my mind
nothing and with no-one that's for sure!
no-one said I'd been there which I thought was rather odd
'cos' I knew I hadn't been there twice before!

So I thought I'd look inside my head to see what I could see
there must be something in there that I knew
then discovered there were many things at first I knew not what
so many things I didn't have a clue!

I think my head is really full of thoughts that I once had
I think it's full of 'cabbages and kings'
I think that I should poke around and see what thoughts I find
and I'm sure that I will find a lot of things

I had a thought - I thought that I knew nothing
this thought I think was all I thought I knew
but it seems that I was wrong
for it seems that all along
my head was full of memories of you!






Protest

Do I protest?
Do I jump out in front of a charging horse because I don't believe in it having to race
and kill myself
and the horse
and possibly the rider
...or do I let it race?
and compromise my beliefs?

Do I quit eating meat 
and protest outside butchers
or rampage up and down meat aisles in supermarkets shouting "meat is murder!"
or do give others space
leave the butcher to run his business 
leave shoppers to make their choices
but quietly give up eating meat anyway
and compromise my beliefs.

Or if we could find ways of looking after these beautiful creatures without... 
without racing them,
loosing our shirts on them,
monitize them all the time, 
butchering and eating them,
working them to death,
exploiting them,
making them suffer,
making them serve us
...and maybe not be cruel to them,
and maybe release them,
to let them be,
let them be the beautiful creatures they are
we can do that - can't we?

(Haiku)

Meanings sought to clear 
lifes prying minds. Step back! Rest!
Remember to live!

And If

If I hadn't met her that night at the pub
and if we hadn't hit it off
and if we hadn't seen each other a lot
and if we hadn't moved to Brighton together
and if we hadn't got a flat 
and if we hadn't settled down
and if we hadn't got married 
and if we hadn't had a child
and if we didn't hit a rocky patch
and if it hadn't all become too much for us
and if we hadn't decided to move back to Devon
and if we hadn't decided to live at her parents place 
and if all that hadn't eventually split us up
and if I hadn't moved back to Exeter into the flat at Dads place
and if I hadn't found myself on a course with a job attached and some training
and if that job wasn't in Axminster
meaning I had to catch a train most mornings 
and if the station I caught it hadn't been Central Station, Exeter
and if the train hadn't been the 8am one
and if I hadn't chosen to sit on that particular bench
and if someone else had to catch that particular train
and if I hadn't got on with this certain someone 
and if I hadn't got to like her
and if I hadn't looked forward to seeing her most mornings 
and if I hadn't seen that same person one day in my local shop
and if that person hadn't lived four doors down from me
and if we hadn't got on so well
and if we hadn't moved in together
and if we hadn't have ridden the lumps and bumps of life
and if we hadn't decided to get married
and if we hadn't decided to buy a house
and if we hadn't decided to have a child
and if we hadn't decided move out to a village in East Devon
and if we hadn't had the twins
and if we hadn't worked so hard to keep it going to put food on the table
and if we hadn't had the support of each other and the love and the bond we found...

and if just one of these things hadn't happened 
we wouldn't have been together for over 33 years
and I wouldn't be the person you see today!


(Haiku)

Made by the tonne, used 
for five minutes, then dumped in 
landfill - forever


(Haiku)

Like a tidal wave 
they crash to the shore for their
few days off - tourists