The Creswell I Remember

Creswell was the pit.
The pit was Creswell.
I thought everything was covered in coal dust.
In fact 
the pit put food on the tables of my relatives.
Its winding wheels,
the large wheels which pulled the cables
lifting men from the centre of the earth - or so I thought,
now adorn the entrance to the village,
unceremoniously cut to make a display.
...I once saw them spin.
A small piece of me is forever Creswell.
'Pit Bridge' up the lane at the top of Morven Street 
spanned the railway which sent the 'black gold' out to the world,
crossing the line,
the metal structure echoing under the stomp of our Clark's shoes as we crossed.
If we were lucky
a train would pass underneath us!
...I can hear it all now.
Morven Street, Skinner Street, Duke Street, Welbeck Street,
names I remember.
Family members lived and worked in the village,
relatives,
my relatives,
people we came up from Devon over-night to see.
This was the place of my parents upbringing.
My parents lived here,
but I have memories too.
In my mind I can see small industrial steam locos 
shunting coal wagons at the bottom of Grandad Cockings garden in Skinner Street,
on lines long since closed.
Crossing gates closed on Elmton Road.
There was 'Hallams' the butchers on the corner of Duke Street and Morven Street 
the ones who made the 'Tomato Sausages' which I didn't like,
and Jones'es 'Beer Off' in Movern Street which would serve bottled beers to us children when we were sent to fetch them.
There was a corner shop that we walked to from Granny and Grandad Cockings house at the top of Skinner Street.
We'd buy bottles of 'Dandilion and Burdock'
which seemed very exotic at the time!
The shop's now just houses I think.
Grandad Cockings duck-egg blue 
Ford Escort Mk 1 was in his garage.
The Grandfather clock which sat on the half landing at 70 Skinner Street,
chiming all night long 
...but nobody seemed to care,
the one that now sits silently in my lounge.
High teas with maiden aunts at number 35 Skinner Street,
best silver and lace doilies no less!
The smell of bacon cooking,
wafting down Morven Street out of Granny Thompsons 'Vent Axia' from her kitchen,
the one with the 'Rayburn' and the 'Bush' radio.
Grandad Thompson's shed at the end of the garden at Morven St,
filled the nostrils with smells of coal,
paraffin and oil,
when I breath in now,
I can can still smell it!
Jam jars fixed to the under side of shelves,
full of screws and fixings of every kind,
labelled of course!
...Grandad labelled everything!
The garage on his allotment behind Morven Street which housed his 'J' reg
turquoise coloured Mini,
'Mr A',
and before that,
his dark green Austin 1100 which he called 'Sal' because of its registration plate.
S.A.L.
The marks Grandad Thompson made on the outside of the shed which showed how tall we'd grown since our last visit. 
The beautiful tone of Grandad Thompson's 'wireless' which sat under the table in the window of the lounge 
and which also sits silently in my lounge!
'Pot Black' on their colour telly.
'Pears Soap' and the pink bathroom suite with the huge mirror next to the bath
and the comforting feel of smooth cotton sheets on their huge double bed.
Warm and safe.
This was my family 
and this is the Creswell I remember. 

Headlines

Long queues on the M4 due to mental breakdown.
Pensioner from Gateshead can't afford to die.
Male teenager didn't stab someone. 
Loose slabs of grass involved in turf wars.
Small brown bird with red breast accused of Robin.
Prime Minister to ban older women looking after your children for money saying, this is not a nanny state.
Electric vehicle charged.

The Door Into A Dream

See two empty hearts entwine
drinking in the weak sunshine
hunting natures true devine
but shy of its extreme.

Chase the autumn winds do blow
here the ancient trees do grow
tell me what I've yet to know
things aren't what they seem.

Competing with the soft bird song
forget the silence of a throng
invite the lonely moon along
to skip across the stream.

To disturb the endless ticking clock
making you a laughingstock
have you found the key to unlock,
the door into a dream?









Autumn Leaves

The winds of autumn blow the golden leaves around, 
it really is a chore!
'though this years leaves have been kind to me,
as my leaves have blown into next door!
Ha ha!

(Of course I'm worried about the other neighbours tree,
I fear its leaves will be 'given' to me!)

Mmmm?

SOUP - Doing What We Need To Do To Get By


Soup.
Humans are a kind of soup.
Humans are just a 'micro-organism' soup,
sprinkled with about 30 or 40 trillion cells.
We all need love and the love of others,
we do what we've been programmed to do,
our up-bringing,
our environmental influences and our genes,
conditioned,
psychologically trained to think and act in certain ways,
to survive,
to defend ourselves and our families,
living what we think is right,
doing what we need to do to get by.

Of the 25 known elements essential for life, just four of these – carbon, oxygen,  hydrogen and nitrogen
make up about 96% of the 'soup' that is the human body.
The other 4% is football.
That 'soup' thinks that money is the root of all evil,
that their religion is the right one,
and that mother-inlaws are difficult to get on with,
but that 'soup' is just doing what it needs to do to get by.

That blend of 'soup' is human.
We live.
We're alive.
We are a 'soup' capable of performing functions like,
like eating other soups, 
metabolizing and excreting,
we breath and move and grow, 
we reproduce and respond to external influences.
This 'soup' thinks leaf blowers are cool,
one 'bowl of soup' invented the tax system,
and lots of other bowls of 'soup'  thought that was a fab idea!
but they were all just doing what we needed to do to get by.

This chemical blend of 'soup' makes us human. 
We live in tribes,
bowls of 'soup' arranged in certain regions.
each with tribal leader 'bowl of soup'.
The Russian 'bowls of soup' 
know nothing but what their leader tells them.
The Ukrainians don't want to be at war with this 'bowl of soup',
Ukrainian 'bowls of soup' want peace.
Iranian 'bowls of soup' don't want to be caught by their leaders 'morality police', 
'bowls of soup' with guns.
The British 'bowls of soup' like beer 
and wish their mens football team would win something for once - anything!
but,
as a chemical,
micro-organism bowl of soup
...they're really only just doing what they need to do to get by.

The Station Seat


Who would have known what would come to be
as I sat waiting; a girl; for she
the one who always turned up late
the morning train was due at eight!
A girl I thought had smile so sweet...
the girl who sat on the station seat.

I couldn't really ask for anything more
when I saw her there in my local store!
A glance across the 'frozen aisle'
a look; a nod; and that beautiful smile
that caused my heart to skip a beat...
it was the girl who sat on the station seat!

Who would have thought we travel the same way
the eight o'clock train almost every day!
Time together; lifes 'ebb and flow'
a chance to chat and get to know,
but to discover I lived on the very same street...
as the girl who sat on the station seat!

Who would've guessed from all of this
that love would grow; sealed with a kiss!
The girl who always turned up late
saying yes to our very first date
no other girl swept me off my feet...
like the girl who sat on the station seat

Who would have thought after all this time
me just a little past my prime 
our little house; the children grown
time together to call our own
with all the things that we have done
with still so much we've yet begun
that I am the luckiest man there can be
with the girl from the station still sat next to me!