What Am I Supposed To Do?

People don't see me.

People don't see the situation I'm in.

How can I get out of something most people don't even see I'm in?

When you're not even visible to most people - how do I get help?

What is help anyway?

What would help me?

Most people don't care about people like me

I'm just something that people walk around

I'm the turd on the pavement that people step in because no-one sees it

and those few who do see it just 

give it a wide birth

and so they don't do anything about it

so walk on

and leave it for someone else to step in.

I am here

"Hello!"

I am here because I have no postcode I could give you

no street that is my street

no house number

nowhere you could drop that parcel off at

no town to call my own town

no people to call my neighbours 

So what if I do spend the money you give me

when I'm out begging for it

on drugs and booze!

So what!

You've never been in my situation 

forced to live out on the streets 

in the cold and wet

Drugs and booze take me away from this hell

for hell is where I am.

No money

No home

No job

No chance of getting a job

No job to get money 

No money to get a home

No home to get a job

No hope...

What am I supposed to do?